Letter to Shelley

Today I called the phone number I got for Shelley my high school girlfriend and it was a fax so I had to write a letter to her. I tried writing it but my handwriting is so horrible that I had to type it out. I've relied on the computer for too long and now my handwriting is worse than ever and it hurts my hand to write. So anyway, I typed it out and printed it and my stupid printer wouldn't print black so I had to make it maroon lol. I went to write the name and address on the envelope and it was so hard to read so I just made a label and forgot to make it maroon and it printed in black lol. I don't get it. It wont print black on paper but it will print black on a label. Oh and I printed out the picture of me and her mom and it printed fine. Oh well, maybe it's time for new paper. Ok so anyway, I sent it to her and she should get it by Saturday so all I can do is leave it up to her to call me. If you get this and you look at my blog first let me plead for you to call me Shelley. I have no ill intentions, I just want our friendship back.

My High School Girlfriend

Ok so tonight I was on MySpace and I was looking at the picture I have as my main picture which is of me at age 16 sitting with my high school girlfriends mother Jewell and it occured to me that perhaps shelley was on MySpace so I looked for her but to my dismay she wasn't there. So, while I was looking I decided to go to the Yahoo yellow pages thing and click people (like the white pages) and it found her but it wouldn't give me any information. It also listed her mom and dad and so I knew it was her. So, I called 1-800-free-411 because regular 411 is $1 and so the free 411 didn't have her last name listed so I called regular 411 and naturally they didn't have her listed either. So, I went back to the USA Search thingy and paid $4.95 and of course they tacked on another $1. So I found her address, there is actually 3 addresses listed and a phone number. I'm pretty sure the phone number is for her mothers house but I won't know until I call her. Since I got the information after 10pm I have to wait until tomorrow to call because I don't call people after 9pm. The wait is killing me though lol. I hope she doesn't reject me.

Here is the picture on my My Space page:

I Need More Friends

Everyday when I get on my computer I load AIM and Yahoo messenger and it's the same thing everyday. Nobody is ever online. There are a few people who come online but I'm not allowed to IM them at certain times. Like take for example my friend Alyce. I can't IM her during the day because she is working so I have to wait until 6pm to ask her if she's still working and the last week she hasn't been online at all. She goes invisible so nobody will IM her. My sister is online on Yahoo but she is also at work and she doesn't like to be bothered by me anyway so I just don't bother IMing her. I don't know what I did but she's usually short with me. Then there are a few other people that I never IM because they always have their away message on. I have a bunch of people on my buddy lists but usually only 5% of them are ever online and that 5% doesn't want to talk to me. I need more friends.

Bored at 1am

Do you ever get to the point in your life that even though it is 1am and you are bored silly you just don't want to go to bed? I don't know what it is but I just can't seem to go to bed before 2 or 3am. And I don't want to.

Cat Spirits

Ever since we moved to Bakersfield I have had the feeling that we aren't alone. When we lived in the 1 bedroom house next door I slept on the couch and there were so many times that I'd be laying on the couch and it felt like my cat jumped up on the couch and walked over to my chest area and I'd open my eyes but there was nothing there. Then when we moved into the big house I had a bedroom and sometimes when I am laying down on the bed I can feel a cat jumping up, because when a real cat jumps on the bed it puts some pressure on the bed because of the cats weight and then you can feel the cat walking around on the bed. So one time Chip was laying on my bed and he had his eyes closed but he wasn't sleeping and he was holding the dog and he knew the cat was outside on the patio and he asked me if our cat jumped up on the bed and I turned around and saw no cat and said I am so glad you felt that too because I am always feeling that. So that brings me to my point. Last night I was laying in bed and I felt 3 cats jump on my bed. 1 on each side of me and one between my legs and I could feel it putting pressure on my blanket and I could feel it like kneeding the blanket on my leg. I am not afraid of cat spirits and so I held out both hands and said here kitty kitty kitty and asked them to come closer to me but I just felt them near my leg area. I think it's kinda cool.

Blog Just To Blog

I'm bored so I'm blogging hehe. I'm sitting here with nothing to do. I am thinking of playing with my PSP. I want to get on EverQuest but something is going on and I can't log in and stay in for some reason. When I finish downloading Doctor Who then I will defrag and see if that will help. I want to use my new pedometer but it's too hot outside to go for a long walk. Whenever I go outside for too long then come back in I'm hot for the rest of the day but when I just stay in all day long it's not as miserable. Then again I could get in the shower and use warm water then slowly turn the hot off completely so that the water is really cold until I'm shivering like a chihuahua then get out of the shower. Hmmm I might just do that. NOT!